in my random moods

Being so random now .

sorry but , if im random i cant talk too much , i will post some photos that i copied from tumblr .

Enjoy !

not so romantic

i am the type of girl that loves Fairytale and romantical things . So , here i am sitting in front of my notebook , and dreaming ...

My fairytale isnt having any castle , a dance party , any blinkies or any godmother ... My fairytale is just simple , my fairytale needs me plus one boy and some romantic things .

Im dreaming what my dream romantic dates . ehm :D

So firstly , i will wear my best dress , wearing my best flats , put my lip gloss on , and plus not eating before going out . then after that im waiting until the clock shows 7 o'clock ...... My mom should know im on my dates and letting me back home even after 10 .

There he comes , with his car and his best clothes ... knocking my door and meet my parents "Excuse me sir , im ........... i wanna take the most precious thing in your life and my life too, to somewhere that some people call restaurant .........." then my dad say "So , if youre serious about the precious word, im letting you go . But she's my cinderella , go back before midnight . or i wont make you say that silly things again"

Then , here we are going out .

and we're having our "silence condition" .i dont know where we are going to go so im asking him to start our conversation "So , where we go ?" "I dont know ... lets see..... cause youre so beautiful tonight with your dress , i can take you to the hotel ...but i dont think you like it .So , i take you somewhere" then here we go to somewhere called somewhere....

This place is really a-ma-zing .

Its not restaurant , or ... should i call this restaurant ? with just one table there , one chef there , and all the candles that lay besides the table ?Oh , there is one waitress there .

Its a big yard for two of us to eat ,

"sorry , im not ordering some musician for you ,i thought it will be great if i sing it directly to you ."

"Im not pushing you to do all this things , but thanks by the way "

"Some people say , what girls want is romantic guy . so ............ i'll be the most romantic guy just for one night and just for one girl forever"

"thankyou , my pleasure to hear that ."

And we start eating .... we're sharing our stories and telling jokes.

And in our dessert section ,.."let me sing for you"*watch his wristwatch*"Gosh , its almost 11 , and the distance are so far from here , im not letting we're in problem"

"So...... no music performance for today ?"

"Sorry , i cant break my father in law rules ,baby.."

"Engh,... sorry,,,, what ?"

"never mind :P"

Then , 11:20

we are back home , my dad have waited in front of my house .

"Hmm , sorry about the music performance , "

"its okay"

*holds my hand "let me ,"

"Hi dad ,"

"so sir , your cinderella is very pretty tonight ... and im so glad i can pick her home before midnight"

"okay , prince .. thank you so much to not breaking your promise .. you can back to your home"

"Bye.."

"bye cindy !"

its my dream romantic date , whats yours ?

too much will kill you

too much missing you ....i cant say it directly to you . so please mr.wind , say this to him ....

im missing you

so tell me , why is this happen ?

Is it because youre addictive and i cant live without seeing you even just one day ?

or it just because ....this feeling ....... ?

so please, appear in my dreams if you cant meet me .

i dont need your hug

dont need your kisss

just need to see you ,

need to stay beside you

talking what teenagers usually talk .

im sorry but ,

im too much missing you

even i know too much will kill me.

lets play under the sun !!!

Hows your summer holiday everyone? I guess , everyone has their own holiday . but me ? just tay at home , all the time ... :))

engh , and yesterday im playing with my stuff and back to the child hood x) i pick my pink sorbett t-shirt and green floral skirt then my new GAP jelly shoes . ouchhhh , lets playing under the sun then x)

sunday night

"I like you , i dont know since when ... but yes i do , i like you . Wanna be my girl ?" -someone.

12th june 2011

Im wondering

im wondering when i can meet one boy that do all the romantics thing with me . such as holding hands , hug me when the weather is freakkin cold , bike with me , watching korean drama with me *even he dislikes it* ,read book with me , sitting in front of my house and count how many stars in the sky ,sharing story with me , always besides me ,etc.

Thats al i wanted , but in fact i just need on person that always love me for who i am , for no reason.even im not pretty anymore , not in all my condition now i hope he still loving me .

im wondering , if someone that i meant is walking around me ............ or one of them ............

and what i meant is my soulmate , my future husband

3 best dresess

i got these three best pics from teenvogue.com ,They are too pretty , too smart , and too good to forget ! They are all young and popular ! love them too much .Emma roberts is the prettiest !